After a long time suddendly i realized that months back i had created a blog and thanx to Mr.X in my gtalk list whoz status msg was his blog address which made me remember my blog.
Well im really short of ideas..n which i hve they either are tooo long to write now or too vague to post here so i guess i will do the same with this post what i keep doing to almost eveythng--postpone it n keep postponing it.Just by any chance if someone visits this and think y did i even care to write this post..let me help that person. I myself dont visit my blog so i dnt even expect others to do but the expected alwaz doesnt come out true and so i saw that few ppl had visited my blog in past few months..n not only that 2 of thm found time to post a comment also..So i thot i will make my blog alive. :)
Right now thr are so many things going in my life and im standing still..hmm...list goes on..preparation for GRE,for upcoming tests,mail to prof regarding intern n keep mailing them even if u dont get response(GITA mein sahi hi likha hai- karm karo fal ki iksha mat karo..)
wellnif i think thn i have hundreds of thngs to do but wen u plan to start it is alwaz tom..never ever i have made a time table in my life which starts from that day..it alwaz starts frm the next day early morning...so following my old traditions i plan to start working from tomorrow and will sleep and dream of fairy tales keeping all my worries aside..the best of all the things i do..forget your worries if u cnt mend it.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Monday, June 23, 2008
dnt read dis
Itz not alwaz that u think wat it means to b studious..wat ppl think abt u..n if really u r concerned abt wat they think..But then today I gave a thot to it n found itz 99%crap thinking of wat others think n 1% useful(only coz it motivates u!!).I don’t know if itz too early to post this post(still waiting for my cgpa card L ).Well my journey startd frm 7.58 to 10 now with 9.7 twice.Five pt sumone clearly depicted the life of 5 ptrs n created an impression of 9+ as ghotus(everyone sayz that) but is it really..who doesn’t want to get gud gpa but most of us want it widout efforts n so simply end up saying “if I wud hve studied itz nt a big deal..as such im concerned abt concepts n dis system of coll sucks big time”….
To b true I dnt know y im riting all dis bt still doing it…mayb after 2 ppl commented on me”if this thng is nt evaluated then im sure u’ll never ever study dis..u study only wat is marked..in short for grades”..this thng pinched me n I really felt bad to b a 9+ coz ppl get me wrong..bt then on a second thot I laughed n ended up riting dis…first of all those were the two MOST UNIMPORTANT ppl in my life I wud ever pay attention n secondly they themselves had no rite(cgpa wise...ob!!) to comment on mine..Itz human tendency that wat u cant achieve or dnt hve luks unappealing wen sumone else has the same n u try proving (to urself rather than other person)that u never ever cared for it…u r given advices by ppl who never followed it themselves….itz alwaz early to judge neone n moreover no one has ne rite to judge sumone n make impression abt neone..after all who r they to do so ….U alwz think urself ur decision to b rite no matter how wrong u mayb n how many times u yell u r rite..
Itz ironical bt true that ppl wid low cgpa’s r treated well..in sense that they hve more respect n r thot to b intelligent..other r mere ghotus…incapable of using brains n so study all the time.One of my frnd once said that her cgpa is a part of her identity n not her identity(wen ppl knew her by name 10 ptr)…now I know wat it means..U condemn them all the yr bt end up in their room the night bfore xams ...U r their frndz bt jealous too..give them garnishing if they score more n wen u do ,then it ws all widout studying(omg!!!!!)..I used (note the tense here) to give reasons or rather say that I didn’t study that much(truly true)..but now itz
U think me bad n I’ll prove myself worse
U think me gud n im urs..
PS:Again ironical but true that I used the wrd xam n cgpa so many times..more than I actually think abt it…n I know, few ppl who actually know me wud b a bit shocked that i think..n fine that I think bt wat I think..so for them I wanna say that dnt wry I dnt think so alwz ..itz only once in a blue moon wen I think n end up wid such a weird post…..if u think all dis was crap..who the hell asked u to read it..didnt u read the topic!!!
To b true I dnt know y im riting all dis bt still doing it…mayb after 2 ppl commented on me”if this thng is nt evaluated then im sure u’ll never ever study dis..u study only wat is marked..in short for grades”..this thng pinched me n I really felt bad to b a 9+ coz ppl get me wrong..bt then on a second thot I laughed n ended up riting dis…first of all those were the two MOST UNIMPORTANT ppl in my life I wud ever pay attention n secondly they themselves had no rite(cgpa wise...ob!!) to comment on mine..Itz human tendency that wat u cant achieve or dnt hve luks unappealing wen sumone else has the same n u try proving (to urself rather than other person)that u never ever cared for it…u r given advices by ppl who never followed it themselves….itz alwaz early to judge neone n moreover no one has ne rite to judge sumone n make impression abt neone..after all who r they to do so ….U alwz think urself ur decision to b rite no matter how wrong u mayb n how many times u yell u r rite..
Itz ironical bt true that ppl wid low cgpa’s r treated well..in sense that they hve more respect n r thot to b intelligent..other r mere ghotus…incapable of using brains n so study all the time.One of my frnd once said that her cgpa is a part of her identity n not her identity(wen ppl knew her by name 10 ptr)…now I know wat it means..U condemn them all the yr bt end up in their room the night bfore xams ...U r their frndz bt jealous too..give them garnishing if they score more n wen u do ,then it ws all widout studying(omg!!!!!)..I used (note the tense here) to give reasons or rather say that I didn’t study that much(truly true)..but now itz
U think me bad n I’ll prove myself worse
U think me gud n im urs..
PS:Again ironical but true that I used the wrd xam n cgpa so many times..more than I actually think abt it…n I know, few ppl who actually know me wud b a bit shocked that i think..n fine that I think bt wat I think..so for them I wanna say that dnt wry I dnt think so alwz ..itz only once in a blue moon wen I think n end up wid such a weird post…..if u think all dis was crap..who the hell asked u to read it..didnt u read the topic!!!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
MT-2..a sub worth experiencing
i guess bitsians know the real meaning of MT-MENTAL TORTURE...well formally the course has been given the name measurement technique.
but the real meaning n sense lies in the former definition.
pyaar mein log laila bane ..majnu bane..lekin MT mein 10 pointers kavi bane(for ma frnd)..waah waah(dis one for me)...
let me introduce u to the course..a quick glance..IC-RTDP naam hi kafi hai..dis is enof i guess as intro..a lab based sub where u r formed in grps n dumped between resistors,capacitors,inductance,theodolite,gps,cro,signal generator,bourdan gauge,reynolds apparatus...n wat not..
u do all the exp(the most exciting..funny..mast..torture..count all the emotions..)n then give 1 hr test n get over wid a 4 pt course..but on a sec thot is it that simple..wat if ur luck isnt wid u that day...well in that case also…u need not worry coz the worst thatz gonna happen is u lose 40 marks but wat u gain is ur hidden talent..
-----(name not to b revealed)is a gud….rather gr8 example of dis..i never knew shez too guuuuud at dis..riting poems...gud that she spoiled her xam..sry to say dis..but u know i dont mean dis..hope u make it well n get an A :))
well cutting the bhoomika to her peom short..i'll simply post her poem..the original piece..rite frm her heart n tears..
SHOW MUST GO ON:
dreams as i say
are the reasons of my stay
everyday a new one
makes my life gr8 fun...
brick by brick, i lay the foundation
with firm and sheer dedication
trying to complete with clay and soil
not caring how much ever i have to toil
whether its stromy weather or blazing sun
i have to go on and get things done
continuing with firm determinaton
hoping one day it will be a fine creation
but even after so much effort
there are some corners i find desert
all of a sudden, i am baffled
there was sumthing tht shattered my castle
now i want to figure out
that ruthless mischievious tout
or was it just destiny
that destroyed it leaving me lonely
wht was the reason of this happening
it has left me so much puzzled, so stunning!
but then i need to understand
tht everything has a purpose and a stand
i realise tht its all for a purpose
maybe foundable or maybe suspense
but there s god above us all
who is watching n grinning at all
he must have done all this with something in his mind
he maybe harsh, but his heart s kind
he wants to teach us a leason
only we need to have the correct perception
irrespective of its dusk or dawn
i have to continue , since show must go on.
gr8..isnt it.. :)
thanx for giving me dis copyright of ur poem..
hope u continue writing such GUD LINES..but widout tragedies OB..
u know u rock..n dont worry u'll make it thru coz picture abhi baki hai mere dost (one of her dialouges..srk also copied it in one of his movie.. :P )
well my experiences r left…n im w8ing to rite it but mayb after xams….coz itz not a 1 page blog but a book named my experiences with mt(every tues 2-4 pm n sat 9-11 am)
till then cyazzz n enjoyzzz(if u don’t hve mt)!!!
but the real meaning n sense lies in the former definition.
pyaar mein log laila bane ..majnu bane..lekin MT mein 10 pointers kavi bane(for ma frnd)..waah waah(dis one for me)...
let me introduce u to the course..a quick glance..IC-RTDP naam hi kafi hai..dis is enof i guess as intro..a lab based sub where u r formed in grps n dumped between resistors,capacitors,inductance,theodolite,gps,cro,signal generator,bourdan gauge,reynolds apparatus...n wat not..
u do all the exp(the most exciting..funny..mast..torture..count all the emotions..)n then give 1 hr test n get over wid a 4 pt course..but on a sec thot is it that simple..wat if ur luck isnt wid u that day...well in that case also…u need not worry coz the worst thatz gonna happen is u lose 40 marks but wat u gain is ur hidden talent..
-----(name not to b revealed)is a gud….rather gr8 example of dis..i never knew shez too guuuuud at dis..riting poems...gud that she spoiled her xam..sry to say dis..but u know i dont mean dis..hope u make it well n get an A :))
well cutting the bhoomika to her peom short..i'll simply post her poem..the original piece..rite frm her heart n tears..
SHOW MUST GO ON:
dreams as i say
are the reasons of my stay
everyday a new one
makes my life gr8 fun...
brick by brick, i lay the foundation
with firm and sheer dedication
trying to complete with clay and soil
not caring how much ever i have to toil
whether its stromy weather or blazing sun
i have to go on and get things done
continuing with firm determinaton
hoping one day it will be a fine creation
but even after so much effort
there are some corners i find desert
all of a sudden, i am baffled
there was sumthing tht shattered my castle
now i want to figure out
that ruthless mischievious tout
or was it just destiny
that destroyed it leaving me lonely
wht was the reason of this happening
it has left me so much puzzled, so stunning!
but then i need to understand
tht everything has a purpose and a stand
i realise tht its all for a purpose
maybe foundable or maybe suspense
but there s god above us all
who is watching n grinning at all
he must have done all this with something in his mind
he maybe harsh, but his heart s kind
he wants to teach us a leason
only we need to have the correct perception
irrespective of its dusk or dawn
i have to continue , since show must go on.
gr8..isnt it.. :)
thanx for giving me dis copyright of ur poem..
hope u continue writing such GUD LINES..but widout tragedies OB..
u know u rock..n dont worry u'll make it thru coz picture abhi baki hai mere dost (one of her dialouges..srk also copied it in one of his movie.. :P )
well my experiences r left…n im w8ing to rite it but mayb after xams….coz itz not a 1 page blog but a book named my experiences with mt(every tues 2-4 pm n sat 9-11 am)
till then cyazzz n enjoyzzz(if u don’t hve mt)!!!
Monday, March 10, 2008
college lyf..!!!!!!!!
which is d best coll in india...bfor joing ne itz one n only IIT...then after joining d tables turn n itz sumthng like ---mera coll maahaan...!!! n itz 101%true.....watver b ur coll ..or ur branch.or..or..or..d most imp part of ur lyf is ur coll..both in terms of knowledge n chweet chweet yaadein.BITS -PILANI,goa is a dream coll for ne engg aspirant..n after being here i know it very well..:)
coll is not just abt studying(yeah..me riting dis controversial sentence) or just doing masti..itz d place where u give time to urself..take ur decisions..live ur life...
everythng here has fun wid it..even attending lect...wake up at 7.55 for class at 8..frm d queue in bathroom n mess ....we sum how manage to reach d class(leave d clause on time..reaching is more imp..attendance)itz actually then wen we realize that we can brush in 2 min n bath in 5..breakfast in a few sec..both d mess suckzz equally:(...after reaching d class we realise that intro to d chap is already over so now everytng gonna go flyover..so no point in listening also..so best thng to do is open d last page of ur notebuk n sketch..itz then wen we realize d hidden talent in us n r sure that hussain stands nowhere in front of us....d gap between d classes r no diff frm lect as zzzzzz in room doesnt make much diff..ac in classes r more comfortable(make sure that u hve a huge personality sitting in front of u!!)..hrs pass n then itz 5..legally tym for all classes to get over..but sum teachers r torturous enof to keep extra classes after 5..sumthng illegal..(who cares ..1 reaches only after 5.30 after snacks)....after all dese barriers sumhow d day passes n tym cumes wen d laptop has itz actual use..tym wen net is back..time for orkut ..gtalk..yahoo..(google also if mt next day.)..then time .............ooopzzz net gone again..u luk at d watch n realize itz 12 (at nite)..d schedule for dese 5 hrs in between is diff for all..if u ask me .itz badminton n gtalk n a nice walk :).....officially next day has begun n if xams r approacing then wid new decisions n same old regrets u decide to study(ob frm next mrng)..n if no xams ..y not a movie 2nite..all dese thngs..n a new day...but JO BADAL GAYA VO INSAAN NAHI..agli subah wen u wake up itz 7.59(a few ques u ask at dis moment r--1)did d alarm ring??2)sleeping 5 more min wont make a much difference as such im already late..3)y am i hving intutions that d tut's cancelled..4)is d breakfast 2day gud.5)i bunked d last class..so is dere ne point in attending dis 1..6)does he teaches frm d buk or reference..7)if i study on my own..wont it b better..8)is any of my frn attending..9)do i hve responsible frnds to put proxy for me..
after all dese ques itz already 8.20..itz then wen u realize ki u r tooo punctual to enter d class at 8.30..next class at 9..u still hve 40min in hands n so zzzzzzzzzzz..god save u if u wake up at 8.59 wid d same queries.....
well i guess dis is THE ROUTINE..a normal one..that one lives here..(thinking abt abnormal one is tooo much..itz ur imagination)....dere is a lot much to dis..a nite bfore xams wen u r worried more abt how much u hve in ur room to eat..is it sufficient enof to keep u awake d whole nite than worrying abt how much syll u r left wid..is it sufficient enof to get u above avg..:)..thinking whether tea would b better or coffee to keep ur eyes wide open..wat color do get mixing red n black(only for ppl with sense of art n colors)...n a lot many more ques..which scheme is best for calling ur gf or bf..idea is better or vodafone..did my parents call me 2day..itz quite long since i talked to........(in such a mental state u can remember ne1 frm ur fone diary)....
wen xams can b so much fun ..just think abt actual fun tyms-waves..quark..zephyr..n no xam tyms..!!..cant elaborate sooo much now..itz already 1 n i hve a class tom..(need to zzzzz to get up at 7.55)
.....so if dis is not wat u call college days then wat...!!!
tried to put my schedule in dis but i know for sum ppl dis kinda lyf is boring(wat is interesting then..still trying to figure it out)...
...do wat u want to..live how others dont want u to.....just follow dese 2 thngs n enjoy ur college days(oopzzz 4yrs)!!!
(..after riting soo much i realised that i used.."itz wen we realised soo many tyms.."!!)
coll is not just abt studying(yeah..me riting dis controversial sentence) or just doing masti..itz d place where u give time to urself..take ur decisions..live ur life...
everythng here has fun wid it..even attending lect...wake up at 7.55 for class at 8..frm d queue in bathroom n mess ....we sum how manage to reach d class(leave d clause on time..reaching is more imp..attendance)itz actually then wen we realize that we can brush in 2 min n bath in 5..breakfast in a few sec..both d mess suckzz equally:(...after reaching d class we realise that intro to d chap is already over so now everytng gonna go flyover..so no point in listening also..so best thng to do is open d last page of ur notebuk n sketch..itz then wen we realize d hidden talent in us n r sure that hussain stands nowhere in front of us....d gap between d classes r no diff frm lect as zzzzzz in room doesnt make much diff..ac in classes r more comfortable(make sure that u hve a huge personality sitting in front of u!!)..hrs pass n then itz 5..legally tym for all classes to get over..but sum teachers r torturous enof to keep extra classes after 5..sumthng illegal..(who cares ..1 reaches only after 5.30 after snacks)....after all dese barriers sumhow d day passes n tym cumes wen d laptop has itz actual use..tym wen net is back..time for orkut ..gtalk..yahoo..(google also if mt next day.)..then time .............ooopzzz net gone again..u luk at d watch n realize itz 12 (at nite)..d schedule for dese 5 hrs in between is diff for all..if u ask me .itz badminton n gtalk n a nice walk :).....officially next day has begun n if xams r approacing then wid new decisions n same old regrets u decide to study(ob frm next mrng)..n if no xams ..y not a movie 2nite..all dese thngs..n a new day...but JO BADAL GAYA VO INSAAN NAHI..agli subah wen u wake up itz 7.59(a few ques u ask at dis moment r--1)did d alarm ring??2)sleeping 5 more min wont make a much difference as such im already late..3)y am i hving intutions that d tut's cancelled..4)is d breakfast 2day gud.5)i bunked d last class..so is dere ne point in attending dis 1..6)does he teaches frm d buk or reference..7)if i study on my own..wont it b better..8)is any of my frn attending..9)do i hve responsible frnds to put proxy for me..
after all dese ques itz already 8.20..itz then wen u realize ki u r tooo punctual to enter d class at 8.30..next class at 9..u still hve 40min in hands n so zzzzzzzzzzz..god save u if u wake up at 8.59 wid d same queries.....
well i guess dis is THE ROUTINE..a normal one..that one lives here..(thinking abt abnormal one is tooo much..itz ur imagination)....dere is a lot much to dis..a nite bfore xams wen u r worried more abt how much u hve in ur room to eat..is it sufficient enof to keep u awake d whole nite than worrying abt how much syll u r left wid..is it sufficient enof to get u above avg..:)..thinking whether tea would b better or coffee to keep ur eyes wide open..wat color do get mixing red n black(only for ppl with sense of art n colors)...n a lot many more ques..which scheme is best for calling ur gf or bf..idea is better or vodafone..did my parents call me 2day..itz quite long since i talked to........(in such a mental state u can remember ne1 frm ur fone diary)....
wen xams can b so much fun ..just think abt actual fun tyms-waves..quark..zephyr..n no xam tyms..!!..cant elaborate sooo much now..itz already 1 n i hve a class tom..(need to zzzzz to get up at 7.55)
.....so if dis is not wat u call college days then wat...!!!
tried to put my schedule in dis but i know for sum ppl dis kinda lyf is boring(wat is interesting then..still trying to figure it out)...
...do wat u want to..live how others dont want u to.....just follow dese 2 thngs n enjoy ur college days(oopzzz 4yrs)!!!
(..after riting soo much i realised that i used.."itz wen we realised soo many tyms.."!!)
Sunday, March 9, 2008
my funda of lyf:)
my backspace key works more than others(very well said by 1 of my frnds)as dis is d 3rd topic im riting on(deleted d last 2)..still in dilemma wat to rite..hope that i'll post dis 1..
finally thot of sharing my funda of lyf--sumthng u can go on riting for hours or just wind it up in few words..but in either case ur lyf remains d same..wid beautiful memories to cherish n a lot many thngs to regret abt..
lyf is too big to enjoy n too small to take worries..live lyf as u want to.on ur own conditions..but keeping in mind that one day ur lyf will flash bfore ur eyes....so make sure itz worth watching...watver b d case dere r a few thngs one shud alwz keep in mind..n one of them is that never let unsatisfactions surround u...wen it cumes to lyf d first thng that cumes in mind is -simple living high thinkin(god knows wat dis means)..even more simpler thng is to enjoy every moment even if ne thng goes wrong never regret for it..after all u shud respect ur decisions..wat if they went wrong at times..or alwz..who cares!!
i just wanna see myself happy along wid ppl around me..n till date im :)..wat route u take ..wat decisions u make...wat u do..at d end wat matters is ur destination..(by hook or by crook)...
in a short span of a few yrs had many experiences..n lot many yet to cum....bfore dis thng turns into a lect class where more than half of d crowd zzzzzzzz n rest busy in day dreaming ..i guess i shud wind it up..a few words cant describe me..loved by one,hated by many,envied by most yet wanted by plenty..dats me!!!actually i hve written nothing but still everythng..my life is too simple to live n too complicated to describe..me not gud at poems else just a few lines n i would hve said it all....
just chilllozzzz!!!!!:)
finally thot of sharing my funda of lyf--sumthng u can go on riting for hours or just wind it up in few words..but in either case ur lyf remains d same..wid beautiful memories to cherish n a lot many thngs to regret abt..
lyf is too big to enjoy n too small to take worries..live lyf as u want to.on ur own conditions..but keeping in mind that one day ur lyf will flash bfore ur eyes....so make sure itz worth watching...watver b d case dere r a few thngs one shud alwz keep in mind..n one of them is that never let unsatisfactions surround u...wen it cumes to lyf d first thng that cumes in mind is -simple living high thinkin(god knows wat dis means)..even more simpler thng is to enjoy every moment even if ne thng goes wrong never regret for it..after all u shud respect ur decisions..wat if they went wrong at times..or alwz..who cares!!
i just wanna see myself happy along wid ppl around me..n till date im :)..wat route u take ..wat decisions u make...wat u do..at d end wat matters is ur destination..(by hook or by crook)...
in a short span of a few yrs had many experiences..n lot many yet to cum....bfore dis thng turns into a lect class where more than half of d crowd zzzzzzzz n rest busy in day dreaming ..i guess i shud wind it up..a few words cant describe me..loved by one,hated by many,envied by most yet wanted by plenty..dats me!!!actually i hve written nothing but still everythng..my life is too simple to live n too complicated to describe..me not gud at poems else just a few lines n i would hve said it all....
just chilllozzzz!!!!!:)
Saturday, March 8, 2008
to begin wid..
hello ppl..(as i alwaz say)!!
donno how dis thng came to my mind..of creating a blog..n fun of it..now im actually doing dis..sumthng really unlikely of me..putting my ideas into actions..ranging frm nothing to everythng is d range of ur mind n heart..nothing might turn into everythng for u sumday or everythng into nothing..(goes for sumone also:))
....dere r a lot many thngs happening around me rite now..but still feeling bored so dis idea poped up (like one does wen u r signed in on gtalk....cant think of a better example as gtalking going along wid dis..)..n now im on my way..giving time to my hobbies n my thoughts..did many thngs 2day which i actually neglected for last few days..months..well to b true yrs ..
dis is just a beginning n dont know wat to rite..putting my thots in d first post itself i guess woud b toooo heavy for u too read or mayb too boring...so wait till d next post:)
dis is my diary ranging frm nothin to everythng....mera jeevan ek khuli kitaab types!!!..
so hope u hve a funfilled tym reading my buk....
well dis is an end to
a new start..!!
-anku
donno how dis thng came to my mind..of creating a blog..n fun of it..now im actually doing dis..sumthng really unlikely of me..putting my ideas into actions..ranging frm nothing to everythng is d range of ur mind n heart..nothing might turn into everythng for u sumday or everythng into nothing..(goes for sumone also:))
....dere r a lot many thngs happening around me rite now..but still feeling bored so dis idea poped up (like one does wen u r signed in on gtalk....cant think of a better example as gtalking going along wid dis..)..n now im on my way..giving time to my hobbies n my thoughts..did many thngs 2day which i actually neglected for last few days..months..well to b true yrs ..
dis is just a beginning n dont know wat to rite..putting my thots in d first post itself i guess woud b toooo heavy for u too read or mayb too boring...so wait till d next post:)
dis is my diary ranging frm nothin to everythng....mera jeevan ek khuli kitaab types!!!..
so hope u hve a funfilled tym reading my buk....
well dis is an end to
a new start..!!
-anku
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